Hooray! Hooray! The First of May!
Outdoor Fucking Starts Today!
This fertility Sabbat comes at the time of the year when winter is forgotten, gardens are overflowing with abundance, and the future ahead looks bright.
I am transitioning from a phase of poverty to a phase of wealth. The abundance around me overflows my cups of happiness.
My wife and I are lusty partners. We celebrated Beltane in the Pagan way, with a hot bath, candles, and red wine.
During our passion, I looked into the mirror and saw the horns of Cernunnos growing from my head.
I felt them in my astral body, aligning my energies with the spiritual forces celebrated on this day.
My climax was powerful, and overwhelming. On some rare few occasions in life, we are given glimpses into Eternity during orgasm, and I was privileged enough to experience this again during the heights of Beltane.
This year, my 35th, is when I am fully mature. In my prime, I am at the Beltane period of my life, when all is abundant, and the future looks bright.
Appropriately, this is the last Beltane before I have my vasectomy. My fertility climaxes now.
My wife had her cycle begin, unexpectedly, on Beltane. It was an appropriate surprise.
I have been powerful and fertile for so long, I had not considered what lay beyond this period. Now that I am at the crest of my virility, I look ahead, and I see the descent into age ahead.
In the future, I will not be this powerful. I will not be fertile again, ever.
Now is when I invoke the power of the Horned God, for this is the time when I am most like Him in aspect and bearing. Now is when I invoke his energies just by being who I am.
I have enjoyed this period of power, and I am happy it will continue for some time.
My May Eve reading showed me the near future of my financial abundance:
