JUMP!

I’m in a curious period of freefall, poised for either great success or another slammin failure.

I’m used to failures; they don’t hurt me so bad. The only time I get emotionally anxious is with the whole money thing, which I am slowly, slowly working through.

See, I’ve opened up more doors for wealth and abundance than I ever have before; thrown them open, you could say, putting together sales pages and information products and affiliate programs; I’m ready, and open, and willing for massive amounts of wealth to come to me now.

That’s most of my job, right? Get ready, get open, clear all the blocks out of the way, and then wait and see if the universe will deliver on its promise.

It’s been a great exercise in following my own work. I’ve been on this whole Manifestation Magic kick for a long time. Trying to figure out exactly how it works. And I learn best by teaching, by codifying the principles, because its one of the only ways I can get myself to follow them.

This week, I’m scraping the bottom of my financial barrel once again. Only a few dollars here and there to my name. What’s illuminative is that I’ve been in this state for weeks, and everything gets paid.

There is too much serendipity around me to ignore. Like having just enough cash to pay the bill that has to be paid tomorrow. And when the next imperative bill comes up, the money magically manifests for that, too.

So I’m going with it. All my intuitions and divinations show that this is the right time, and the right move. I did a reading on the Amazing Life Formula yesterday, and this is what I got (Celtic Cross spread)

1. Knight of Wands
2. The Empress
3. The Priestess
4. Ten of Cups (Sateity)
5. Lust
6. Knight of Disks
7. Knight of Cups
8. The Lovers
9. Seven of Wands (Valour)
10. The Magus

Spreads like that don’t come often. I looked over the multitude of trumps and knights, the conscious and subconscious influences, and I was once again fortified that this is the right move for me in my life.

I keep launching these huge projects, that take me away from my core business that makes money, and it catapults me into a new class of professional and artist every time I do it. This time, when I feel like I should be scared because there’s no money coming in, I’m trusting that the money thing is taking care of itself, because its been doing so well.

Besides, I’ve opened up all the financial doors. I’m letting energy in. I am allowing.

By taking my own medicine (nice that I’ve been writing on it for the past few weeks, and creating exercises for me to use) I am moving into a place of calm, where I know there are demons around me, and catastrophe is just a hair’s breadth away.

While I was doing Parkour, I learned how to live on this edge, how to confidently trust my abilities and my judgment of risk. That’s what I’m doing now, running forward to that impossible jump, trusting in my training and willpower to get me over the gap.

The prelaunch begins tomorrow. Its open for seventy two hours. I will manifest eleven thousand dollars in this period of time.

And if that plan doesn’t work, I have trust in the synchronicity that is happening all around me, continually right now, to take care of all of the minor expenses that always seem to get paid.

Moving away from fretting and into confidence: that’s what my whole journey about money has been about.