Ah. It’s the root.

I’ve been doing a lot of introspection to try and uncover the cause of the recent life lessons. Once the lesson is uncovered, it’s generally time to move on to bigger and better things. (If, that is, we are ready to learn it.)

So last night I check in with my chakras, to see if everything is okay in there. Turns out my root chakra is seriously unhappy.

This makes a lot of sense, since I’m having resource issues right now. I spend some time meditating on my chakras, giving them colors and light, and I spend a bit of time in inquiry with each of them.

My root is traditionally underfunded, with an early break from my family, and a disconnection from my heritage and ancestry that came with it. I decided to spend some more time coaxing this chakra into health.

The second chakra showed me something interesting. It’s the seat of desire. not just sexual desire, but of all desires we have. I looked around to see, what does Caelan really desire?

Looking back over the past few years of my adult life, it’s money. And not just extravagant money, but money to be safe.

I am always trying to get ‘enough’ money to provide for my family, and this is usually the overarching consideration and greatest desire that rules my days.

The second chakra is being flooded by the lack in the first chakra.

So, I’ve got some big root issues to deal with. Starting now.